blessed

today i saw him wif a gal
walking side by side
as the walked down the stairs
i can only pretend that i did not care.
all i can say,
is that i will not repeat the same mistake again
for the pain that you caused me
haunts me every single day.
i hated how much you said you will not break my heart
but the reality is you always do
i do not know why u treated me like that
am i such a bad galfren?
i don not care anymore
as i have new frens who really care all around
adeline, shen chee, lynndy, chiew fern for instance
has always been wif me all along.
i really love them
for they are always by my side
not like you that always wif other gals side
as i say, i do not care
not because i'm jealous
for my heart now belongs to others.
and i am very sure of that
because besides my family
they are the best frens i have ever met.

i therefore promise them
i shall not break theirs hearts like how you broke mine
for they are my frens, my family, my everything
everything i have ever dreamed of having.
they are not like you
who only thinks about pretty gals
you are not handsome yourself
and i know i'm not pretty myself
that's why i am lucky to be blessed wif wonderful frens like them.
guys, i juz wan all of you to know
you'll be in my heart forever more!


I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!