blessed

today i saw him wif a gal
walking side by side
as the walked down the stairs
i can only pretend that i did not care.
all i can say,
is that i will not repeat the same mistake again
for the pain that you caused me
haunts me every single day.
i hated how much you said you will not break my heart
but the reality is you always do
i do not know why u treated me like that
am i such a bad galfren?
i don not care anymore
as i have new frens who really care all around
adeline, shen chee, lynndy, chiew fern for instance
has always been wif me all along.
i really love them
for they are always by my side
not like you that always wif other gals side
as i say, i do not care
not because i'm jealous
for my heart now belongs to others.
and i am very sure of that
because besides my family
they are the best frens i have ever met.

i therefore promise them
i shall not break theirs hearts like how you broke mine
for they are my frens, my family, my everything
everything i have ever dreamed of having.
they are not like you
who only thinks about pretty gals
you are not handsome yourself
and i know i'm not pretty myself
that's why i am lucky to be blessed wif wonderful frens like them.
guys, i juz wan all of you to know
you'll be in my heart forever more!


I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!

hi again.......

hello........it's been a very long time since i last blogged.......this few days was quite sad for me........i juz came back from my fren's church.........her mom told us the story of her when she's sick........how she suffered.......i cried when i listen to wat her mom told us.......how she looked like after she has gone back to be with Lord.......it's totally the same as my mom's condition.......i understand her family's pain as i've been through it before........i hope her family and frens will be strong..........we should all be happy for her as her suffering has finally ended.........i believe all of you all will wan her to rest in peace.......kla.......i'll end the sad story here.......